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mewtwowarrior ([personal profile] mewtwowarrior) wrote2010-04-06 08:17 pm

Bleh

Not feeling well today.  X_X  I'm still upset about the bad dream, so that might be it.

I did have one uh...interesting dream that I forgot to mention from the weekend.  In my dream, Ichigo was born in 1985, thus making him two years older than me.  I'm not sure what in the world that has to do with anything, but that's the only thing I remember.  XD

Dad took back his shoes today and got a half-size bigger and they fit better.

We went to eat at a local Chinese buffet, it was pretty good.

I'm suffering through a terrible book, I've tried to read it twice in the distant past and failed both times.  I'm determined to finish it, but I've found out why I never did before.  XD  All the characters but one or maybe two are terrible and miserable.  Including the main person.  *facepalm*  Anyways, there was a quote that made me giggle, part of it takes place in ancient Egypt, and a doctor does something that helps, and somebody says, "He's a very Imhotep."  Having watched The Mummy quite a few times gives this sentence new meaning.  XD

[identity profile] zaerapolo.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
That must have been a really awful dream. =/ *hugs*

[identity profile] mewtwowarrior.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* It was horrible...it wasn't exactly realistic because it didn't make much sense, but the feelings were real, almost like it really happened even though I KNOW it didn't, and then I'm fearing that it might really happen and it just snowballs from there.

It doesn't help that yesterday was Memaw's birthday and I sort of associate hers and Shannon's deaths because they both quickly died from mysterious and horrible illnesses and so I'm just a mess.

[identity profile] zaerapolo.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
The feelings and thoughts dreams evoke are more important than their realism. Dreams are rarely realistic (or maybe it's just mine).

I don't know what the dream was about, so this advice may not apply at all, but maybe it would help to talk about it with the person or people you're worried about. It won't completely eliminate the worry, but might make you feel a bit better about the situation.

I'm sorry you're so upset, bb. :( I wish I could help.

[identity profile] mewtwowarrior.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
*nods* Mine never make any sense. XD

I don't like talking about things that bother me because it just magnifies how awful I feel... Thinking about it makes me a mess, I can't hardly imagine even trying to speak about it... I usually just contain my feelings until they subside and it works for the most part...

*hugs* Thanks, I appreciate the thoughts.

[identity profile] mako-pretty.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Bad dreams suck, don't they? I hope you get to feeling better soon.

[identity profile] mewtwowarrior.livejournal.com 2010-04-07 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Yeah, they really do... I don't often have bad dreams, but when I do, they're a doozy... Thanks, I'm feeling some better today.